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4/22/2020

Rakshasa Chapter 1: Dirty Work - Part 4

     Jackson's words were proven correct once our sir took an immediate notice of how limp and lifeless O'Neil's body had become. He released his hold on her instantly as her body fell to the floor with little but a thud. Jackson ran to her side and began to check her vitals and injuries while our sir slowly began to back away into the corner of the room and curl into a shivering ball. Without a word, Jackson started to give O'Neil CPR in an attempt to resuscitate her. After a few moments, O'Neil gasped and began to cough, tears rushing out the corners of her eyes as the color flooded back into her face. During this time, our sir had begun to whimper and shake uncontrollably while uttering 'No no no no no...' to himself in a guilt laden mantra. After ensuring that O'Neil was lying down and not risking further injury, Jackson turned to our sir and began to speak, but his words did not reach him. Our sir had inadvertently opened a doorway back into another time and place, one in which his past sins now stared back at him from a violent history and were only exacerbated by the shattered visions of the pain inflicted on himself from countless experiments and surgeries. As this horrifying anthem built towards its crescendo, Jackson uttered a single word, a name actually. It broke our sir's delusions like waves crashing on a rocky shore as the nightmares receded back into the abyss of his mind.
      “CROSS!” Jackson had screamed. Our sir locked eyes with Jackson immediately. “That's your name right? Your file said it was what you wanted to be called. Your name is Cross, right?” Jackson continued. “Y-yes, I am Cross. She gave me that name.” Our sir responded. “And who gave you that name?” Jackson said, attempting to put all of our sir's attention on himself. “The good doctor... She gave everyone a number, but not me. She called me 'X.' I hated it. It made me feel like a failure, that I was broken. So she called me 'Cross' instead. It made me happy.” Our sir explained. “Cross, look. She's alive. She is going to live. Do you know why?” Jackson said, knowing the end was near. 'Cross' was now in the perfect position to understand his plight and would see the situation in a manner that benefited them both. He was, however, guilty over the fact that O'Neil would need to be hospitalized. It was surreal what he had done to her in a only few short moments without even trying. Jackson had spent a small amount of time serving in the armed forces as an assistant to a field medic, so he damn well understood the trouble O'Neil was really in. The force that Cross had grabbed her with was enough to dislocate her left shoulder, break her collar bone, and give her a whip lash. 'Jesus,' he thought, she might as well been hit by a car. On top of that, her wind pipe was damaged and she might need assisted breathing if it continued to swell. Having Cross help them was the only way. How else did they hope to deal with these 'monsters' without one to fight back. Fire with fire one might say. Still, it was terrifying that something like this even existed, but his concerns would have to wait, O'Neil needed a doctor and Cross needed to walk out of that door with him, as a friend.
       Cross continued to look between Jackson and O'Neil, puzzled by Jackson's last question. Jackson then answered for him. “It's because you have a heart, Cross. You stopped the moment you realized that her death might be on your hands. We don't need a killer, we need someone who knows when enough is enough. I know your hurting, I know your messed up. But it isn't your fault, and you can make yourself whole again. You just have to help us, and I promise we will help you.” Cross' eyes swelled with tears as the very idea that he could find relief for his pain filled him with so much promise and doubt all at once that it felt as though his stomach would rocket into his chest. Crying, he looked at Jackson and said, “Please... Don't make me do this.” “I can't make you do anything, Cross. But you know what the right thing to do is. You have to help us, not because we need you, but because if you really want the pain the stop, you have to face your past. Face it Cross, and find the strength to live above your demons.” said Jackson as he extended his hand.
      There was so much strength in Jackson's words, Cross thought. To him, Jackson was an optimistic beacon of light that held the promise of a better tomorrow. Whether this was a mere fantasy of not, Cross could not help himself, and like a moth to a flame, he reached out and grabbed hold of that light.

      Moments earlier, outside of the tiny confines where this drama had played out, the tension was never uplifted, not even for a moment. Outside of the room that Cross had been held in, was a fully armed combat unit equipped with an array of shotguns, pistols, and riot shields. Their weapons aimed at the door and their nerves set on a hair's trigger. Without context, it begs the question of why they were there. The obvious reasoning could be that Jackson was not fully confident in his abilities to keep Cross under control and needed a plan to ensure his cooperation. Or, perhaps, Jackson was left unaware of this development and such measures were put in place by someone else. Either way, this truth will perhaps play some role yet.

      The memory of taking Jackson's hand was enough to pull Cross back to the present, back into that dark pit that is quickly filling with rising water. It is level with his chest, and should he decided to remain motionless, he might as well resign himself to death. With a renewed vigor, Cross confesses, “Now I remember. I'm here for myself. Everyone else is just a bonus.” If you recall, Cross is not alone. The strange skull like object is still only a few yards away from him but is slowly sinking beneath the murky waters that steadily rise. Without hesitation, it spoke back to Cross. “I'm so happy for you buddy. That's great. Can we please get the fuck out of here n-” The skull's words are cut off by a loud bellowing scream that echoes above them. Both of them know the owner well. After all, he was the one that put them here. “WOLF!? WHERE ARE YOOOOOU!?” The voice is sarcastic in tone and accented with a southern drawl as it makes a mocking musical tune with its question. The skull is quick to respond, “Asshole! Little bitch still can't tell us apart!?” The voice continues above them, echoing off the metal catwalks, still mocking and growing impatient. “We were having such a nice chat, Wolf. Don't you wanna finish catching up? I still have so much left to 'say' you chicken shit!”
      Cross' strength recedes at the figure's words as they fill the air. He gazes upwards to the skulking shadow overheard and questions his choices once more. “Christ... My cover's blown so what's the point? Maybe I'm meant to die h-” Cross' words are then interrupted by the skull, “HEY! I told you I'm not dying here! Remember why we chose 'Piranha' first?” The skull's words strike Cross hard. It was true that he had made the decision to begin the operation here. To begin his ordeal with the one member of his unit that he despised the most, subject 03, field name: Riot Piranha. “Shut up! That's not fair!” Cross exclaims. “Fair!? You think 'Riot Piranha' gives a flying fuck about what's fair!? We agreed, Cross. He was the first to go. We're doing a four count.”
      The skull is right, Cross knows that much. He is finding any excuse to not move forwards despite his destiny literally looming above him this very moment. The skull's declaration of a 'four count' is something very special to the two of them. A process that is simple in both understanding and execution but is also completely unique, sacred even. Cross glares across the rising waters at the skull and makes his own declaration, “... Fine. But I call the shots. We're doing this my way.” “Stubborn ass... Deal. But if you can't handle him, then I'm taking over. You've had plenty of chances. Got it?” The skull demands in response. Cross nods in agreement and the two begin as they had done many times long ago. “Good. Now, why do we count to four, Cross?” The skull asks. “Because we go one step farther than the rest.” Cross answers. “That's what we want them to think. Why do we 'really' count to four?” A pause, but Cross confesses, “Because it was 'her' number.” “You're god damn right it was! Now then... One! Stand.” the skull orders.
      Cross slowly rises to his feet as he breaths deeply and makes a long exhalation, as if to purge his body from the overwhelming dread and that plagues him. He looks to the skull, awaiting his next order. “Two! Get over here and pick me up.” Cross sloshes his way over to the skull as it finally sinks beneath the dark surface. Cross thrusts his hand into the depths and retrieves it. Pulling it from the abyss, we see clearly that this is no skull, but a helmet, terrifying in appearance, the purpose of its design never forgotten from even long ago. Cross holds it front of him, gazing into its large bulbous green eyes. “Three... Put me on.” the helmet demands in a cold tone filled with malicious intent. Cross turns the helmet around in his hands and raises it high above his head. He lowers it down until it consumes his face and then locks an external jaw piece that had hung at his side in place securing it. It connects with a satisfying sound that signifies that two have become one, that a warrior has been reborn.
      A thunderous crash occurs as a short and broad figure comes sailing down onto one the metal walkways only a few feet above Cross. He gazes upwards and their eyes meet. “There you are!” The figure bellows. “Now, there's the face I know! Ain't that right, 'Stalker Wolf'?” Piranha exclaims as he observes Cross' new visage. Cross glares through his helmet up to Piranha and sees that he has changed little. His equipment his new, but his helmet is the same as it was long ago. The time and place is different, but to face him feels nostalgic, and Cross hesitates. But then, the final order comes to him. “Four! Kick his ass, Cross.” With that, our fallen soldier becomes a legend once more and bares teeth and claw against his opponent.

Now, a bloody battle of betrayal, long overdue, is about to begin.




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